yay! my lost suitcase has been found and delivered. (this is WAY quicker then I expected!) AND what that means is I have shampoo and conditioner and bug spray!!! yay!!!! ;)
I actually was doing pretty great without it, so the Lord was very gracious in allowing me to have just what I needed. He's pretty good at that! :)
Today was kind of a random day...had some time to go for a walk in the city park this morning...it was AWESOME! I can see this spot being an oasis of sorts for me! I am very much looking forward to going and exercising and also going to just have some down time. I was pleasantly surprised to see this in the middle of the city. Thank you Lord for sweet blessings like that! After that, we went on a lil tour...saw the future main building for ministry in Santiago. It's currently under construction but boy is it gonna be an amazing building once it is done! They will be able to do ministry more effectively with what they are building.
Had lunch, Dominican style...rice and beans!!!!! To be honest, they are actually really good. I'm sure after 90 days of eating them I may think differently but it is a nice change of pace from the normal junk i put in my body! Then had a siesta...which I spent in the Word and journaling. Very refreshing! AND THEN, we went to the mall to get cell phones. I actually wasn't going to get one, but I think they will help me to be more effective here...all the staff have them and it just made sense to get one. PLUS it was super super cheap...like $11 cheap!
The bad part of the day was that...going to the mall. No matter the country, I am still SHOCKED when I see things like the mall we went to that is in the middle of a city where people are starving...can't find work...prostitution and drugs run rampant...people, this was a mall like we have in the states. The food court included KFC, Pizza Hut, Baskin Robbins, Burger King, etc. The stores in the mall were Ralph Lauren, Beneton, Serta Mattress store, high end jewelry stores, Addidas, etc. This just makes me angry. No joke...like a block away is housing where you wouldn't want a relative to live there...it just doesn't make sense.
I feel like my anger is looked down upon...that it is what it is and we can't change it. I can't stop there.....when I see children starving, jobless people trying to just get through the day, beggars, etc. it just doesn't seem right that malls like that exist in the same part of town. Does this bother anyone else. I know that we have poor people in the states, but seriously....they are rich compared to the poor here. Why is this happening? Why does it touch my heart this way? Should I be bothered by it? How can it change? Is this really ok? Acceptable?
I dunno...I guess I just don't understand it. I read verses about the poor in the Bible. They are truly blessed. (I have seen it with my own eyes when I visited the DR the past 2 short term trips) But i just don't understand why people are still living this way in the world. Will it always be like this? Will it get worse?
Sorry...just processing through it all and I have no answers. I just know that no matter how much I see it and know that it's happening all over the world, it makes me upset/angry/frustrated.
sorry that this post isn't more uplifting...just in a processing kind of mood.