welp, i finally finished my application for the internship to the Dominican. AND i sent it in!!!!!! Time will tell...I should hear from them in another week or two for an interview. THEN I'll just wait and see what the Lord has in store. It's funny...everyone keeps telling me that I am in such a fun, exciting place. that I have my WHOLE life in front of me. that they are soooo excited to see what the Lord's plan is. It's like they are having sooo much joy in my circumstances. I wish that I was feeling the same way. I am scared OUT MY MIND! I am wishing that I was married and had kids so my life would be settled and decided. I'm so tired of making decisions. I'm just ready for something other than the single life. (i know...i know....if i ever do get married and have kids i will be reminded of this blog several times by y'all!) It just seems like I go in one direction after another only to find out that it's not the best fit. WHEN will I ever find the right fit???? I want so desperately to serve Him in all that I do...but I want to do so exactly where HE desires....ugh!
enough of my whining....
onto better news:
I finally did it...I completed my first 5K. Now, don't get me wrong when I say completed I mean, 1. I finished before dying. 2. I did it within 24 hours. 3. I did have to run/walk it. 4. but I did indeed cross that stupid finish line!
I had so much support in this goal and am sooo thankful for everyone who cheered me on in my training and at the race. And I seriously couldn't have done it without the Lord. He is the center of thislifechange that I have been experiencing and He is what continue to drive and motivate me! I can do ALL things through Him who strengthens me. Even complete a 5k!
AND i am officially OLD. yes folks, I turned the BIG 30 a few weeks ago. It's all downhill I guess! ;) Jusssssssssst kidding!